I am coming to accept the fact that sayyid is vanilla. And while he tries, and has been so open to experimenting with me, he will never be into the things I am into. I have also accepted the fact that I cannot repress these needs and desires that have only grown stronger over the … Continue reading Annual review
Things are progressing well with the babygirl. She has a strong personality. With her husband being away a lot she has to be in control and manage three small children on her own. This is why she enjoys her little and kitten space so much and the nurturing mentor role of a Mommy. To escape … Continue reading Worlds collide
Clear, concise and easy to understand explaination.
It’s sort of ironic that I had this blog post title already saved as a draft I was intending to write about when a couple of minutes ago a Domme friend messaged me about receiving some negative comments from someone that completely relates to this topic. I was originally planning on writing this from a perspective of dominant guilt and reluctance but I figure that is a good enough reason to write it in a more general sense.
I think that a lot of people shy away from the term sadist. This is common with newer Dommes and for “curious” men that are looking at the D/s lifestyle from the outside in. I know many veteran Dommes that embrace the term completely and consider it an essential part of who they are.
For a straight forward definition I will be working with: a sadist is someone that derives pleasure (usually…
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This past weekend Sayyid and I talked about what he wants. I did not accept his answer “to make you happy”. I pushed him to look inside, dig deep and tell me what he wants, not what he thinks I want or what I want him to want. He told me what he doesn’t want. He … Continue reading Facing the truth
I got scared at the changes I was seeing in sayyid and started to question if that was really what I wanted him to be. He fell harder and faster into submission than I expected. It surprised me. The changes I saw in him scared me. So I started to pull back a little on … Continue reading I got scared
This photo right here sent to me by a friend is…. Everything. I am sure there is not a FemDom out there who would not salivate at it. It evokes so many delicious fantasies and endless scenarios. It’s not just the perfectly formed bottom. The muscled arms and wider shoulders tapering down to narrow waist. … Continue reading A Gift of vision
So I made reference to a babygirl in one of my recent posts and some of you have asked me to elaborate on it. I wanted to wait until it was official before I commented. Well it’s official. I have a babygirl. For those unfamiliar with it, there is a dynamic within D/s refered to … Continue reading Babygirl