Sayyid and our oldest joined us at the campsite tonight so the family is all together. Yay! After 3 days apart from Sayyid I was feeling as though a large piece of myself was missing. However as we sat catching up I found myself slipping into old patterns. I’m not entirely sure what “sub drop” […]Read more "Apologies and camping shenanigans "
He has decided and, as such, officially informed me that I am to call him Sayyid. This has a double meaning in Arabic of both Sir and Master and is used as a sign of respect when addressing a man, much like Mr and Sir in English. And he has bestowed upon me my sub […]Read more "“Names are the sweetest and most important sound in any language” ~Dale Carnegie "
I confided in my sister and my best friend about the fact that I have completely submitted to my husband in all aspects, including our everyday life and sexually. They both had noticed a change in me, a change in US (my husband and I), in the way we look at each other, communicate, interact […]Read more "Importance of confidantes"
I was commenting on Submissy’s post about giving blow jobs http://submissy.com/2016/08/12/oral-sex-when-giving-meets-receiving/when I realized my comment was turning into a blog! I related very much to her post. Demanding random blow jobs was my husband’s first way to test me also. As he admitted after, he wanted to see if I really meant it when I […]Read more "Lazy head"
So if you’ve read any of my blogs you know that I recently confided in my husband that I wanted to try living a D/s lifestyle and he has agreed. Since then sex has been often and amazing but our relationship has grown too- with more openness, honesty and trust than we’ve ever had. But […]Read more "Patience little sub, patience"
Sayyid just texted me saying he was swamped at work. Good, I thought, no order/task to complete today, which is good since I’m busy packing up to go camping for 4 days. I then receive a second text one minute later with, yup you guessed it, an order! He’s clearly enjoying his new status so far, […]Read more "He is enjoying this lifestyle"
It’s been almost a full week without release. He knows this. He knows how much I want him. How much I crave him right now. Just a little touch please? I fear that’s all it would take, a small touch right there and I’ll explode. Yet he’s laying there all nonchalantly watching his nature show, […]Read more "Ache"